a hurry up and wait kind of life
I haven’t written for days – too busy with the start of BTS,
the establishing of a new diet for my diabetes,
and applying to a drama ministry
which only serves to remind me how much I miss doing it.
my hopes are once again raised that the older group
will start touring again sometime this year.
now I’m feeling the paradox of being revved up
and burnt out at the same time,
wanting to fly and to crash simultaneously.
it seems my life is a hurry up and wait kind of life.